RupturedEmber

We have officially hit rock bottom.. And continue to be engulfed in darkness. No money, no food, we have nothing... We're trying to sell our $500 flat screen for a mere $200 just to get by, if not then we'll be forced to drop the price further... I feel like I'm locked in a cage, demons pulling my chain, rattling the cage.. And there is nothing I can do, I'm blindfolded with my jaws barbwire shut... We can't expand on job searching due to the fact that we don't even own a car... I'm losing hope, depression is kicking into overdrive as well as my bipolarity.. I'm beyond stressed, I want to scream until my voice cracks, cry until I'm dehydrated

2 years... It has been a very long time, for myself more so as I have had a mean case of art block the entire time... I have been doing my best to break down its wall whenever I have the chance. It's been hard... I had a son, he will be 2 in May... I feared mentioning it here and still do, but I feel my watchers deserve to know why I have been gone for so long... I lost my job and it's taking a toll on my family. My bank account is negative $50 and continues to descend thanks to my hubby... I will not go into detail about it because I plan on getting it fixed. I just don't know how soon and until I do it's going to keep raping my account... I

Hello once again, more advice maybe? Hopefully. I am coloring my new refernce, it's not really a reference per say but a sort of guide to my new markings. And now white I come into play... So, how does one shade/color white? Any tip will do as the internet is limited to me, and finding a decent reference on my phone is out of the question unless the picture is emailed to me. So if it is possible I am asking for more tips and advice to get back into coloring again. I cannot mess this one up as I do not have copies. I actually like how the picture itself came out and I do not want to waste the effort if I fuck up the coloring.. x------------